bad feel became a worst day 11 march 2011

some people say thanks god its friday.but, I'm actually bored at school and I feel very uncomfortable. my friends ask "why are you so looks do not like going to school", I replied with a curt "THIS is not your business" without saying it I realized I was so crude. then they left me. I knew I was wrong but I think I really was talking like that today. I came home from school at the time of bbm-ing with my beloved bitch haha, this is my call to him. but it turned out I could bad news from him, he said he hit leukemia symptoms and immediately I just silently does not serve at all. all this time I tried to forget him because he does not concern me but it turned out, he's just afraid that if I knew about his illness. ago, I decided to invite him hanging out with my best friend brandon but to be honest I have a crush with him. that day we have fun and forget all the loads are so much love this day. Some day maybe we could be like this again. love yaa